@11:01 pm
Hmmm I suddenly realized tt I've been mia-in on my blog..aniwae I'll keep this entry short cos i dun wana ruin my 2 nails tt I've just re-painted..excessive use of com in my office spoils my nails=X..okie..stuff definitely happened..there r those tt are worth mentionin like meetin up wif my fav pple like bestie n vic =)..goin for open hse wif another 2 of my fav pple on sat n meetin losta apple..shoppin trip wif cara
(I wan more!)..n hmmm wadeva tt happened last week..i cant remember already actually..scary huh..n there r some stuff n pple tt are simply not worth mentionin..it's just tt I dun like pple to force me do sumthin tt I dun feel like doin..i hate it when pple use a sarcastic tone on me when I really dun wan to do tt sumthin..i hate it when pple kept thinking tt I hafta accommodate them all the time..mayb he shld learn to treat me beta as a fren ya..tt particular phone call really got me damn pissed..aniwae I shld be fillin up my uni application forms now n not bloggin ..but cos I had a talk wif my boss todae regardin my uni options..n wadeva he said got me thinking n I just wana make sure tt I'm makin the right choice..i dun wana ruin things for myself..i'll take my time to think thru things n decide properly..n the time spent at hsbc so far has allowed me to noe n discover things abt myself, it also kinda spur me on to wantin to do well in uni so tt I wont end up doin some borin admin all my life..i've also learn tt I've been too naive n innocent n too trustin all the while..i'm finally quite convinced tt human relations r complicated n not as simplified as I thought they were..i dunno how to differentiate who r those tt are harmful or r genuinely sincere to me..i feel vulnerable actually..i just hope tt I dun hafta learn things the hard way..many things will happen in the future tt will change me mould me taint me..but I just hope tt I'll still be able to retain tt little bit of innocence in me, to just be able to think abt things simply n not lose myself while tryin to survive out there .. aniwae go check out this :http://www.drawahouse.com/houses/show.asp?houseID=296346&houseHash=b571505e56aeaaf752ebe4e6356fe4dc
